nek, dea rindu :*

Nek, selamat tahun baru ..
nenek apa kabar di surga ? Tanggal 5 nanti tepat 2 tahun dea kehilangan nenek . Nenek rindu dea ? Dea rinduuuuuuuuuudengan nenek .
nek , sejak nenek ndak ade ngape hidup jd sulit skali ? Beda waktu dea tinggal dengan nenek . Ngape nek ? Ngape orang jahat same dea ? Dea rasenye udah sebaik2 mungkin perlakukan orang lain . Lebih2 orang yg dea sayang . Tapi kemane mereka ? Kemane mereka saat dea perlu . Ngape mereka selalu ninggalkan dea ? Dea memang masih punya ayah dan bunda . Tapi mereka ndak sehebat nenek . Ayah suka marah2 , dea takut nek . Yang buat marah orang lain tp marahnye ke dea dan bunda . Bunda jg sering gt nek . Kalonlagi capek bunda suka marah2 ndak jelas . Dea jadi ndak betah dirumah . Tapi dea bisa apa ? Hanya mereka yg dea punya sekarang .. dea juga banyak punya sahabat . Tapi mereka ndak bisa gantikan posisi nenek . Mereka ndakmpernah ada waktu dea perlu . Mereka ndak pernah ngerti dea seperti nenek ngerti dea .
nek , dea rindu nenek . Dea nyusul nenek di surga ya ? Dea udah ndak betah lama2 disini :") dea sayang nenek :*

welcome 2014 ★☆★

Doa untuk 2014 :

☆ kuliah semester 3 & 4 & 5 & dst... LANCAR TANPA ADA MATA KULIAH YANG NGULANG !!!
★ keuangan & kesehatan AMAN TERKENDALI .
☆ pacaran sama Septa Wisandi LANCAR & AMAN TERKENDALI
★ ayah bunda selalu sehat dan bahagia


AMIN YA RABBAL ALAMIIINNNN . SEMOGA DOAKUDIJAMAH DAN DIKABULKAN ALLAH SWT. AMIN

r.i.n.d.u

Lagi apa ? Dimana ? Dengan siapa ? Sederhana tapi bermakna . Semua hal yang berkaitan denganmu aku selalu ingin tau . Apalagi jarak dan waktu yang tlah membuatku selalu mengkhawatirkanmu ..
"Semua kata rindumu semakin membuatku tak berdaya , menahan rasa ingin jumpa .. percayalah padaku aku pun rindu kamu , ku akan pulang . Melepas semua kerinduan yang terpendam ..."
Penggalan lirik itulah yang mewakili semuanya . Aku rindu kamu , septa . Selalu rindu kamu . Sejauh dan sedekat apapun kita aku selalu rindu kamu ..
ku mohon tunggu aku pulang.. pulang untuk rinduku padamu . Aku mcintaimu, septa♥

jarak takkan pisahkan kita :)

Waktu kita jauh2an trus kau minta aku untuk cepat pulang karna rindu yg sudah sangat menyiksa, aku merasakan aliran manjamu . Aku suka . Aku selalu merasa kau butuhkan ketika kau manja . Aku selalu merasa kau benar2 menyayangiku ketika kau ingin selalu dekat dgnku . Sesungguhnya aku pun tak ingin meninggalkanmu . Membiarkan jarak membunuh kebersamaan kita . Tapi kesibukanku selalu menyiksa batinmu . Kesibukanku selalu menguji kesabaranmu . Trimakasih kau masih berkenan menunggu . Aku tak akan menyia2kan waktu menunggumu . Aku akan mengganti semuanya ketika kita bertemu nanti . Aku juga merindukanmu . Aku juga selalu ingin bersamamu . Tunggu aku , ku akan datang . Untukmu . Hanya untukmu . Aku mencintaimu, septa♥

i love your smile . its so handsome ♥

Ketika kita saling berjauhan , tetap ada cintamu yg temani ku . Pesan singkatmu , suaramu pada lagu cinta tentang kita , ingatan tentang kegilaan kita saat brsama membuat aku bertahan untuk tetap menunggumu disini . Aku tak sendiri , masih ada kamu yg selalu buat aku pantas untuk bertahan . Senyummu yang selalu memaksa aku untuk bertahan . Senyum manismu itu selalu berhasil membuat aku rindu . Mata coklatmu , juga selalu tau gundahnya hatiku . Sinarnya selalu berhasil tenangkan jiwaku . Dimana lagi aku dapat menemukan penenang sanubari jika selain dirimu ? Tak ada hal lain yg dapat ku lakukan ketika kau jauh. Hanya menunggu . Sampai tiba saatnya kau kembali kesini . Dimana saat pertama kutatap lengkuh indah di bibirmu. Lengkung yang selalu berhasil membuat aku tertawa meski tengah gundah .
Tak ada yang lain disini . Aku takkan mencari keindahan lain disini . Karna memang kaulah yg terindah . Hanya kau anugrah terindah yg Tuhan beri hanya untukku . Tolong jangan sia siakan penantian panjangku . Aku mencintaimu septa ♥

when i see the rain ...

seperti biasa, namun ada rasa yang sangat luar biasa . aku duduk dimeja kecil pada kamarku dengan segala macam benda berserakan diatasnya . berantakan . sama seperti otakku yang random . isinya ada rindu padamu , ada cinta padamu , ada mimpi tentangmu , ada senyummu , ada hangat pelukmu , ada rasa ingin selalu didekatmu . sebulan sudah hari-hari ku penuh warna . sebulan sudah aku gila didepan handphoneku senyum dan tawa . hanya karna membaca pesan singkat darimu . mungkin bagi orang kita gila tapi bagi kita ini SEMPURNA .

terlalu cepat untuk menerimamu masuk dalam dunia ku , septa . tapi ada sedikit penyesalan terselip dlm relung hati . menyesal mengapa tak dari dulu aku mengenalmu . mengapa tak dari dulu kau ajak aku melukis pelangi untuk keindahan hari hari kita ? kenapa dulu aku sempat dengan bodohnya mengabaikanmu ..
mungkin Tuhan punya rencana lain . mungkin Tuhan telah mempersiapkan semua hal istimewa untuk kita di tanggal dan hari tertentu ..

aku ingin denganmu selamanya . meski tak pernah lurus jalan kita , tapi aku ingin kita lalui segalanya bersama-sama . aku tenang dalam pelukmu . berada di dekatmu adalah zona nyamanku dan aku selalu inginkan hal itu terjadi dan terjadi lagi . berjanji lah untuk tetap sejalan denganku, Septa . sedalam apapun masalah kita nanti . seperih apapun luka yang kita alami . yakinlah kita akan baik baik saja jika terus bersama .
terima kasih untuk semua warna , tangis haru , ciumanmu .. segala tentangmu dan tenang kita akan menjadi fikiran paling sempurna di otakku . kau segalanya . takkan lekang oleh waktu . tak ada ruang lain , untuk siapapun . hanya kau Septa . hanya kau yang mampu membuatku secepat ini mencintai . cintaku padamu tak sesederhana kata kata . sampai saat ini belum kutemukan kata yang paling tepat untuk menggambarkan seberapa beruntungnya aku memilikimu .

jangan pernah pergi , Septa . jangan pernah kau katakan kau akan pergi meninggalkanku . karna hanya aku yang pantas mendampingimu . karna hanya aku yang bisa mencintaimu dengan sempurna . karna hanya aku yang memiliki rasa cinta luar biasa untumu ..

Septa , Aku mencintaimu...

meski saat ini aku tak di dekapmu , tapi hangat cintamu selalu mengalir dalam darahku . membuat kata rindu selalu merasuk dalam otakku ..

THE MAN WHO CAN'T BE MOVED - THE SCRIPT - From Mr. Single

"The Man Who Can't Be Moved"

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am?"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke – I'm just a broken-hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do?
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you?

[Chorus:]
'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "Son, you can't stay here."
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year.
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows.
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go."

[Chorus]

So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not movingPeople talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

And maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'Cause you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved

[Chorus 2x]

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move

THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY - KATTY PERY - From Mr. Single

 

 

"The One That Got Away"

Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th Birthday
We got matching tattoos

Used to steal your parents' liquor
And climb to the roof
Talk about our future
Like we had a clue
Never planned that one day
I'd be losing you

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other, we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss youI put those records on (Whoa)

Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the Blues
It's time to face the music
I'm no longer your muse

But in another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one [x3]
The one that got away

[Bridge:]
All this money can't buy me a time machine (Nooooo)
Can't replace you with a million rings (Nooooo)
I should've told you what you meant to me (Whoa)
'Cause now I pay the price

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the worldIn another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one [x3]

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

STEREO HEART - ADAM LEVINE - From Mr. Single

"Stereo Hearts"
(feat. Adam Levine)

[Adam Levine:]
My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te
Make me your radio
And turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

[Travie McCoy:]
Gym Class Heroes baby!
If I was just another dusty record on the shelf
Would you blow me off and play me like everybody else?
If I asked you to scratch my back, could you manage that?
Like yea fucked up, check it Travie, I can handle that
Furthermore, I apologize for any skipping tracks
It's just the last girl that played me left a couple cracks
I used to, used to, used to, used to, now I'm over that
'Cause holding grudges over love is ancient artifacts

If I could only find a note to make you understand
I'd sing it softly in your ear and grab you by the hand
Just keep it stuck inside your head, like your favorite tune
And know my heart's a stereo that only plays for you

[Chorus:]
My heart's a stereoIt beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te
Make me your radio
And turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh so sing along to my stereo

[Travie McCoy:]
Let's go!
If I was an old-school fifty pound boombox (remember them?)
Would you hold me on your shoulder wherever you walk
Would you turn my volume up in front of the cops (turn it up)
And crank it higher everytime they told you to stop
And all I ask is that you don't get mad at me
When you have to purchase mad D batteries
Appreciate every mixtape your friends make
You never know we come and go like on the interstate

I think I finally found a note to make you understand
If you can hit it, sing along and take me by the hand
Just keep me stuck inside your head, like your favorite tune
You know my heart's a stereo that only plays for you

[Chorus:]
My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-teMake me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh to my stereo
Oh oh oh oh so sing along to my stereo

[Bridge:]
I only pray you'll never leave me behind (never leave me)
Because good music can be so hard to find (so hard to find)
I take your head and hold it closer to mine (yeah)
Thought love was dead, but now you're changing (yeah) my mind (come on whoa)

[Chorus:]
My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every no-o-o-te
Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh to my stereo (it's your boy Travie)
Oh oh oh oh (Gym Class Heroes baby!) so sing along to my stereo

Yeah